Friday, August 31, 2007

first timer


Yes, this will be the first time to write on this page and I'm quite not sure what to talk about. I guess I should start by saying I'm gay. So what's so interesting about being gay. A lot! Since this first entry is entitled first timer here's a story I'd like to share.
Once a week, I go to a cafe near the house to check mails and just simply browse the net. Just recently I tried chatting through mirc. Instead of typing the usual channel where I normally go to, back in the old days, I don't know what prompted me to join the channel LaSalle. I just felt like talking to a girl and inviting someone out to go on a date with me. Me? On a date with a girl? Is this for real? oh yeah i've asked this too many times. And yes, I got a girl engaged in a conversation. It started as the usual asking for age, and location. The girl asked me for a picture and at that time I wasn't really sure if I am gonna send one. I told the girl that I like guys as well and this obviously gave her the idea that I'm not straight.
If my friends would know what i have been doing, they'd probably say I'm weird. Like there was an instance I remembered I told them I enjoyed watching straight porns more than the usual male to male flicks and that my porn flicks at home would outnumbered the later. Weired for a gay guy huh!
Going back to the story, I found out that the girl had a boyfriend. Yet I asked her out still. Luck was on my side. Oh yeah, she wants to go out with me! I don't know what i'm thinking so i asked the girl ..."What if I wanted to hook up with you and get laid?" (can't believe i have to guts to ask...hehehe) .................the girl said........yes. This really made me so nervous!!! W ell so as they say there's always a first time for everything. She sent me her friendster link and yeah she's morena and i find her good lookin as well. Nice! (Like I was talking like any straight guy err...) I got her number and guess what she calls me babes. Isn't that nice to hear? haha. Got her number and in a few hours from now we should be meeting. (really nervous!!!) :)